PTSD lyrics

[Chorus: Maverick Sabre]
And even when it all falls down, they wonder
And I wonder where they are
While I'm here on the street side of it
And even when it all falls down, they wonder
And I wonder where they are
While I'm here on the street side of it

[Verse 1: K Koke]
PTSD from trials and tribulations
My heart bleeds pain and I don't know how to take it
f*ck, I don't know how I made it
Trust goes every time that I gave it
Love lost, I gave my soul to the pavemеnt
But the streets don't love you like you lovе 'em
Pressure cooker, beef in the oven
Weapon on me, beat it like percussion
Everybody gang till the burner bangs
Everybody fam until they murder man
And now it's time to ride, nobody by your side
It's just you against the world, nobody else in sight
It's so lonely, where's your homies, where's the ones you love?
Where's the ones that say they love you? How's it only us?
Where's the ones that say they got you? How they holding up?
Mama crying tears, she lost her only son
Mama crying tears, she ain't the only one
I wipe my tears while I'm holding on this loaded gun
Rolling, hoping I can find a hole-in-one
Man, I'm holding grudges, I ain't holding on
Daughter looking at me unhappy 'cause she knows suttin wrong
I tuck her into bed and kiss her head before I'm gone
I'm stuck up in this mess, all in my head, just feeling lost
I'm living on the edge between a box and a box, it's nuts
[Interlude: Millyz]
It's like I'm living on the edge, look

[Verse 2: Millyz]
Successful on the surface, struggling inside
Phone on DND, it keep f*cking up my vibe
Two hands, wash the face, rinse the blood that's in my eyes
Keep this pistol on my waist, added something to my stride
I had detox with [?]
Sold dope before a teen, that's how the block built
All real life, my life a movie, you can stop filming
I put my soul over these beats, how could you not feel 'em?
Looking at this rap sh*t like I don't think it's panning out
Even if I stop, b*tches fronting me, just fanning out
Build your opportunity 'cause no one finna hand it out
As soon as you get lit, they gon' try to blow your candle out
Sometimes I just be riding, drinking, zoning by myself
Only talking to my bros in the clouds 'cause no one else
Sometimes I just be riding, drinking, zoning by myself
Only talking to my bros dead and gone 'cause no one else know me