Highest Power lyrics

I had it hard, I know you see the situations I'm in (I'm in)
Talk 'bout my nails, talk 'bout my face paint, but you know I don't bend
f*ck what they think
f*ck what they say
I notice I don't have no friends
The only thing could make me change and pop the top be lil' Ben

[Chorus]
My God, I'm scarred
I saw it
I'll take my [?]
Don't rate it for to die hard, oh
Put needles in my arm
YoungBoy too North
I might just bend inside a prison graveyard, woah
Talk 'bout