Hope I Don’t Die This Way lyrics

[Intro]
Yeah, yeah, yeah
Uh (Ayo, this is Damn Sweezy)
Yeah, yeah, yeah ([?] wanna kill ya)
Ayy, uh

[Chorus]
This pain been f*ckin' with my head, I wanna end it now
I gotta be a good example, I'ma thug it out
They say they never see me smile, boy, what you talkin' 'bout?
I guess my body down on earth, but my head in the clouds

[Verse]
The only thing that keep me up is all this f*ckin' Adderall
If I ain't have all these drugs in me, I would end it all
I hold this pain inside my chest, won't let them see me fall (This is Damn Sweezy)
I put a gun up to my head, I ain't got no one to call
I've been sad as f*ck for half my life, hope I don't die this way
January 10th I got a call, my brother passed away
Life been gettin' harder, I trust in God so I ain't losin' faith
Pills inside my body, all I eat, so I been losin' weight
Drugs, they gon' f*ckin' kill me
All these songs, but y'all don't hear me
I don't f*ck with you, so get from near me
Stop pretendin' that you feel me
Someone I know, name start with S, damn, I done miss you bad ([?] wanna kill ya)
I'm reminiscin' on the conversation that we had
I hope you good and livin' healthy and you never sad
I think about you every day when life been goin' bad (Yeah, uh)
[Chorus]
This pain been f*ckin' with my head, I wanna end it now
I gotta be a good example, I'ma thug it out
They say they never see me smile, boy, what you talkin' about?
I guess my body down on earth, but my head in the clouds

[Outro]
Ayo, this is Damn Sweezy