Tryna fight but im losing bad lyrics

[Verse]
I know I'm gon' die if I don't quit the drugs
I can feel my body slowly givin' up
Wanna quit the pills, but I can't give it up
I can't handle withdrawals, I get sick as f*ck

Don't think I'll quit before I'm in the ground
With my family cryin' lookin' down
I just wanna drown my voices out
That's the reason that I'm usin' now

Tryna fight, but I'm losin' bad
Wish I never took that pill way back
My time is runnin' out and runnin' fast
Hide behind my pain, I hide behind a mask

I can't handle all this pain on my own
I ain't got no one to call on my phone
I've been walkin' through this house all alone
There ain't no one I can call

[Chorus]
I walk alone in this rain, love
Everyday deal with the same stuff
I know I'll die if I don't get control
The Devil showed me drugs and I gave him my soul
I walk alone in this rain, love
Everyday deal with the same stuff
I know I'll die if I don't get control
The Devil showed me drugs and I gave him my soul