Suicide Letter pt. 7 lyrics

[Chorus]
This the last time you gon' ever see me now
I finally realized I will never make it out
And tell my family I'm so sorry, I can't make you proud
I'm sorry that it came to this, the voices got too loud

I hate that no one cares until you finally end up dead and gone
I was givin' signs that I need help, but you kept lookin' on
When I kill myself, I know that y'all gon' sigh and say I'm wrong
If you say I'm selfish, then just f*ck you 'cause I fought so long

[Verse 1]
I know that, once I pull the trigger, my pain's all finished
I've tried to escape up out the dark, but I got lost in it
Mama taught me growin' up to keep it all hidden
Call my sister and kill myself right when the call's ended

[Chorus]
This the last time you gon' ever see me now
I finally realized I will never make it out
And tell my family I'm so sorry, I can't make you proud
I'm sorry that it came to this, the voices got too loud

[Verse 2]
I know it's time for me to go and hear the angels singin'
Growin' up I never thought this how my life will finish
I know that what I'm 'bout to do is [?] from forgiveness
They say it gets good with time, but no, the f*ck it didn't
[Chorus]
This the last time you gon' ever see me now
I finally realized I will never make it out
And tell my family I'm so sorry, I can't make you proud
I'm sorry that it came to this, the voices got too loud

I hate that no one cares until you finally end up dead and gone
I was givin' signs that I need help, but you kept lookin' on
When I kill myself, I know that y'all gon' sigh and say I'm wrong
If you say I'm selfish, then just f*ck you 'cause I fought so long