Our fingers were interlace but broken. You sealed up my scars then reopened them. You tore yourself apart and I didn't blame you for cuts under tattoos concealed them from all view just like you used to
And I hope you know I've not been okay. I hurt myself again today and I know it won't smother the flames you trapped inside the blood in my veins, I didn't know
Catalyst, what brought us here to all of this? You aren't who I once knew but what could I do? I still blame myself, it's true
And I hope you know I've not been okay. I hurt myself again today and if I had known I would make amends for not being there when you needed a friend. I didn't know
I hope you know I've not been okay. I hurt myself again
So long, farewell, my dearest friend. Maybe one day we can meet up again. I can hope