[Verse 1: Damien]
Locked away in this cell
I called my mom with thoughts of suicide I could not leave behind
I found myself, in the bathtub, razor to my skin, blood drippin'
As I'm trippin, screamin' "God why" again
Is this the end? I pretend it's OK
Even though I flipped out, and broke my mic today
Ripped up all my raps, and just threw em away
I don't give a f*ck, ain't nobody hearin' what I say
There's too much hatred filled up with me
Maybe its the demon inside my head you see
He won't let me free, my misery is eatin' at me
And life filled with tragedy and too much agony, I won't let it be
So I'll cut my wrist again and smile
Lay back as the pain will only last awhile
I'm in denial is my life worth while?
Stand up and watch my wrist bleed all over the towel
[Hook: Ian]
Demons in my head won't let me die
Find the pieces, you will find in time
Demons in my head won't let me die
Find the reasons why you live your life
[Verse 2: Ian ]
I get so p*ssed sometimes I miss the facts
Sometimes I hide or hit the bricks and wanna die
And I'm trying so hard not to be everything you hate about me
Everything you couldn't see, demons always findin' me
Picture me inside my grave cause I can't take it
I'm sittin' here with a loaded clip and I'm shakin'
I make the wrong moves, refusin' translation
Can anybody help please, because I am breakin'
[Verse 3: Dope fiend]
It's f*cked up
Growin up thinkin you're somethin' you're not
When your baby momma won't even take the time to stop
And realize you got a dream and a gift
They just passin' by like you could really give a sh*t
I call this baby spaded in every single way
But it seems like this ever growing pain won't never go away
Am I cursed to be the soul that lingers?
It rattles in your trunk and your stereo speakers
[Hook]