Losing My Mind lyrics

[Intro]
No I don't even know oh-oh-oh-oh(×2)

[Verse]
And I don't even know, where the f*ck i been heading
Feel like everyday is wasted all these thoughts got me stressing
My mind is a prison always dealing with depression, everyone I ever loved I only showed aggression
I hate that I don't even like to see my own reflection
I hate that I'm too scared to tell them all these confessions
Really I just gotta get to venting, yeah really I just got to get to venting
Its like every single day i'm getting older, I been losing lots of friends, but never getting no closure
And every single breath I take is another one closer to the last I'm gonna get. Got me feeling so much colder
Really I just hate to be alive I been contemplating suicide many times honestly I don't even know why
Cause I don't feel at home no, I don't feel at home no
And my friends are saying music's not gonna pay the bills, but the music is the only thing I have let's keep it real
Every single time I hear a beat I start to get the chills, and it really got me thinking I can do this sh*t for real
All these demons in my past its just another f*cking pill Zolaf, to Xanax
Prozac, it doesn't heal
They just wana see you numb, they don't really wana help
They just tell you take one a day from the bottom of the shelf
But f*ck that I'd rather feel something than nothing
I hide my pain with a smile they don't make no assumptions
They don't know that everyday I'm just running from my problems
I don't really speak on it cause I know everybody got em
But honestly my thoughts always bury me, feel like I'm all alone, and nobody really there for me
The thought of dying by myself is always f*cking scaring me
Another break down, feeling like there's no air to breath
Tell me why my home doesn't feel like home
Tell me why I loved you, but you moved on
Tell me why the only thing I have is these songs
Everybody say they get it, but they never sing along
They never sing along