Alone lyrics

I need a little sunshine, and less rain

I been tryna self medicate to take away the pain

Haven't slept in 3 days ain’t been sober since May

I been back up on my bullsh*t think I needa make a change



Thought I found a new shorty but she caught up on her ex

I just want her to be happy so I'm focused on what's next

All this money keep calling I don’t care about a check

Like these people say they do but wouldn't care if I was dead



I don't really give a f*ck though

Cause Im still putting up a front though

Like my heart my cold but I don't know
Why the f*ck I can't show

Everything I think and I just can't go

Back to the way it used to be no



I can't let em know that I been slipping

And temptation getting to me sh*t I wish that it was different

I know ima go out like my idols and they'll say the miss me

Y’all don’t motherf*cking miss me tell me who the f*ck you kidding



All these people know me now but I'm feeling so alone

I keep staring at my phone like somebody finna call

But I keep burning all these bridges

And no matter how I feel I never had the heart to go and tell anybody I miss em I don’t know


Tell me why I'm so alone

I know this the path I chose I'm supposed to walk this road

But I feel I'm losing hope and I don’t know how I could cope



Sometimes I feel like ima fold

And I don't think nobody knows

They want me to play a role

For too long I played along



I don't know if ima last

Used to be afraid to crash

Now my foot is on the gas
And everything been moving fast



I don't really give a f*ck though

Cause Im still putting up a front though

Like my heart my cold but I don't know

Why the f*ck I can't show

Everything I think and I just can't go

Back to the way it used to be no