Ever After lyrics

All these thoughts still in my head
Remember being happy back when we met
You told me not to fall for you, but I did
I told you I'd fight for you and not quit
'Cause everyday felt like a f*cking movie
Didn't believe in love 'til it went and happened to me
'Cause I met the right girl, it just happened to be
The wrong time 'cause she end up back to boujee
I guess it happens, never got a happy ever after as long as you're happy
That's what truly matters, I never cared about no other factor
It's always been you and then me, never backwards
Funny how love always end up in pain
f*ck it, let's do it again
Risk my whole life to go through it again
Knowing I'm going right into the edge
I don't care anymore
'Cause without you there's no air anymore
I lay down to sleep, but I can't find my peace
So I toss and I turn every night in these sheets
When I finally do, I see you in my dreams
Girl, get outta my head, I just wanna be free
Outta everyone in the f*cking world
Tell me why the hell it had to happen to me
'Cause the girl that I loved so f*cking bad loves another man
I just hope and prey to God
Every night he gives you everything I can't
I just hope that he's there for you
Hope that he cares for you
That he puts you above him
And when it gets unbearable know that you don't need a man to take care of you
But just say the word and I'll carry you
Just say the word and I'll marry you
Know that you don't need a man to take care of you
But just say the word and I'll carry you
I swear to God I'd take a bullet for you
Wouldn't even have to think twice
f*ck the fame, f*ck the money
I just wanna be with you another night...