First Off lyrics

by

Zimm


[Verse]
I don't need nobodies helping hand
I don't got a father figure but still turned into the man
Everybody think I fell off, but I'm sticking to the plan
Only ever making money moves, invested all these bands
And I'm still out here doing everything they say I can't
I don't care about the cloud, only care about the craft
Make moves, don't announce, b*tch I'm stuck up in the lab
They all tried to bring me down, now they wanna give me dap
I am not a local rapper, they don't show me local love
Do a show in my own town, and ain't nobody showing up
But outta state, on the road, that's a dub, what the f*ck
Guess it's true that they don't love you 'til you up
But f*ck it, now we up
Flew my mother out to Maui like I said in every song
I could never pay her back for all the sh*t that I did wrong
Now I got 'em counting on me, that's why I been going strong
Do this sh*t for everybody that feel like they don't belong

Me and Veins locked in like a motherf*cking safe
The way I beat a beat up, you'd think I deserve a case
If you ain't here now, then you already late
I ain't take off yet, won't stop 'til the grave
This for all the nights that I ain't even sleep at all
This for everyone that hope and pray to God I fall
After everything, I'm still out here holding on
It's like I saw it in the stars the way I keep on going
If I can't make it work, then I'ma find a way
'Cause I been working too damn hard to let it slip away
I put my life onto the page and let it feel my pain
And keep my head held high for those who feel the same
I had to take a little time to get my mind right
I had to beat anxiety to get my grind right
I been talking to myself, I think I needa get some help
'Cause the voices in my head don't like the limelight
But f*ck it 'cause I air it out
All the demons that I deal with know my whereabouts
It's like I try to run but I could only get so far
Before they catching up to me, and they start stabbing at my heart
In my soul, tryna tear my happiness apart
It's like I always see you when it's getting dark
And the memories of mine in my mind
All the time got me living in the past, wish I could press rewind
But I can't, stuck in the present
So I keep pushing even when there's bad weather
Know the storms getting weathered
And I'm never gonna let up
Told my mother I'ma make it so I gotta keep my head up
'Til the day that I'm next up
Won't change when the day comes
Stayed me through the hate and the pay stubs
Fall down and you see what you made of
Bounce back and you learn to be greater
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