W.a.n.t.s. lyrics

[Verse]
Yo, we are not the same
He wants what he wants I just want to stay sane
Guess having him around helps tolerate the pain
But it would be nice to not have to share my own brain
Look, I'm going crazy, lately, maybe I've been at war with myself/
He got the knife to my throat and I know it's listen or else
We are not the same
We are not the same
I'm looking for the light, he pulling me into the void
I'm tryna feel my emotions, he forcing me to be a droid
Eyes open, im searching for the purity I enjoy
I seek to build up, he seeks to destroy
Why must I have two sides?
Why must I lie?
Why must I feel as if it's my time to die?
The guilt can not control me, that's the old me
Yeah but you act as if that's the only
Time that you've fallen, it's no-go or all in
Don't brush it off, listen when I'm talkin'
Jesus bled out for me, I can bleed no more
So why I'm sitting here with all these razors in the floor?
Wipe your eyes - I'm crying to the Lord
Everybody leaving me, maybe for the best but I'm banging on the door
Don't tell me not to fear change, it's the only thing I know
So it's just a little more painful every time another says they're gonna go
But maybe I was destined to be alone, put down that phone, we're finding home
Give it up, give it up - trying won't
Change a thing, I know - it's tempting
And I know it's me that you're resenting
But I am you and you are me, so you can stop pretending
Like you don't agree with the words I speak
Stop it, that's nonsense, my body is the plane and I'm fighting for the c*ckpit
I can't do life alone, that's the truth and you know it
Where's the fun in having no dark side as a poet?
I can overcome you and imma show it
I take the bar and do the opposite of low it
With every song that I drop
I'm gonna make it big - and you will never stop
Me from pursuing my dreams, get out of my head
Please, I can never leave until we're dead
I've become a part of you, you let it happen
And don't think you'll get me out just from this rapping
Your outlet has let me out, I'll take you over if you continue to doubt
I call it honesty you call it insane
But you're the one lying to yourself
We are not the same