Drive-by lyrics

[Hook]
These feelings hit me like a drive by
Telling me all the ways I can or can’t live life
These feelings hit me like a drive by
Repeatedly causing inner strife

[Verse 1]
Sitting on the edge of my bed while thoughts spin in my head
Telling me I’d be better off dead, reminding me of the words that I said
Reminding me how I desperately search for justification
For my repeated behavior, blaming Adam for my inherited sinful nature
Keeping my mouth shut because there’s a gun to my brain
If I were to not cooperate you’d probably think I’m insane
And with this death threat over my head, I would agree
But it becomes a little more crazy when I reveal that the gun is held by me

[Hook]
These feelings hit me like a drive by
Telling me all the ways I can or can’t live life
These feelings hit me like a drive by
Repeatedly causing inner strife

[Verse 2]
I swear I was smiling a few minutes ago, where did I go?
Satan whispers in my ear, causing my mood to swing to and fro
And people been telling me I make tracks like this just for show
But my inner pain leading me to become insane is a case they couldn’t know
Using this music as an outlet, now my depression receives criticism
But whatever, as long as it helps someone out there in the bigger picture
Been destined to do this for so many reasons since I came out the womb
We just getting started, 17, so far from the tomb

[Hook]
These feelings hit me like a drive by
Telling me all the ways I can or can’t live life
These feelings hit me like a drive by
Repeatedly causing inner strife