If it Were To End Now lyrics

[Verse 1]
Please, let me know if I’m going a little far
But do you ever feel like life’s getting a little hard?
Like maybe if it stopped you’d be relieved?
Like maybe you’d stop fearing that you’ve been deceived?
I know I do, it’s as if the struggle never ends
I know where it began, I’d like to see my life end
Except I also don’t, and don’t worry cuz pull that trigger is something I won’t - do
So I’ll admit that these lines are much needed therapy, won’t - you?

[Hook]
And if it were to end now, would I really care about tonight?
But If It Were To end now, would my goals be in sight?
And If it were to end now, would my problems matter?
But if it were to end now, would I have a chance to miss the laughter?

[Verse 2]
I’m not leaving, calm down
I just want to hear the sound
Of my words, and my thoughts
To give myself some clarity
Sometimes my brain is scaring me
I met a woman who told me she saw all my problems
And that one touch from her could solve them
But she was wearing long black robes, so I said no

[Hook]
And if it were to end now, would I really care about tonight?
But If It Were To end now, would my goals be in sight?
And If it were to end now, would my problems matter?
But if it were to end now, would I have a chance to miss the laughter?