Egodeath lyrics

[Intro]
Yo, yo, yo yo yo
Yeah, Uh
I think the devil's out to get me
I see all these demons running with me
It’s all blurry in my vision
I wish I was pretending
I'm tryna make amendments
Christian Christian

[Verse 1]
I've been running in my dreams but I’m standing still
My shoes splitting at the seams but it seems I will
Be in this place for longer than I expected
So I'm checkin' my checklist and I think I'm behind
I think I got too many sins to try to atone in these rhymes
I got too many f*cking demons to be alone in these times
I've been so used to shunning the sun I get afraid when it shines
I know Jesus died for me, at least - at least I think so
‘Cuz I've been f*cking up so much I think I'm on the brink of
Leaping to the deep end and sleeping with the fishes
Whoever is the keeper of my demons is afraid that I'm living
I’m a praying prey, I think I’m a high value target
‘Cuz they're trying hard to go put my soul on the market
But f*ck that, I’m never ever budging

[Hook: Hanna]
You would think I been on LSD, LSD
But acid ain't got a thing to do with me
Do with me
I just don't know what's left
Feels like egodeath

Ego death
Ego death
Ego death
Ego death

[Verse 2]
When I try to sleep I see the flashes of the evil
And the grasping of the people
Wishing that they dropped at the steeple
When I open my eyes I see the shadows in the hallway
I’m not afraid at night because I know they're lurking all day
I can't escape my own perspective and that sh*t is tiring
These thoughts feel like they redoing my wiring
Why is it all this evil sh*t that I'm admiring?
Why does mirror me rock those red eyes
And draw those pictures of dead guys
I'm losing who I am, I'm dead inside

[Hook: Hanna]
You would think I been on LSD, LSD
But acid ain't got a thing to do with me
Do with me
I just don't know what's left
Feels like egodeath

Ego death
Ego death
Ego death
Ego death