...This Nonsense lyrics

[Verse 1]
Should’ve kept the skeletons in the closet 
Wish some of these feelings I could turn off, sh*t 
Sick of washing all this blood in the faucet 
I don’t see any prophets, just people tryna profit 
I’m not saying it’s nonsense, sh*t I’d always be in my wallet 
If my gross could make me vomit, deposit after deposit 
Write my feelings down and then I always toss it 
I released “Winning.” ‘cuz I felt like all I took was losses 
Got me looking for who the boss is 
Is anyone really into me, or are they just into my pocket? 
I feel like I can spit flawless, thought this sh*t was awesome 
Low key wishing I could be the center of some gossip 
I mean sh*t, as long as I’m the topic 
Flying high and feel like I’m not even in the c*ckpit 
Screaming “stop it”, I’ve lost it 

[Verse 2]
My heart is beating through my chest
I just keep sleeping but I can’t get enough rest 
Feeling like I’m worthless ‘cuz I don’t know how to make a check 
So I just keep telling myself in this rap game I’m next 
Man that’s bullsh*t 
The likelihood of me making it is barely a possibility 
The new school has proved to me no ones looking for ability 
They just want trap beats and simplicity 
And yeah I guess it gets to me, cuz f*ck
I’m using this as therapy, tryna build my self-esteem 
Really just wishing I could let my mama be countin’ green 
But these thoughts come back and I’m drowning and I’m weak 
I got bad habits I keep going back to like an old friend 
Got me praying that my life would begin or maybe just end 
Got me debating on if my prayers-

Got me debating on if my prayers are falling on the ears of a friend 
sh*t, sometimes it feels like the devil is the only one who hears me man