An apology and a thank you lyrics

Girl I'm sorry for all the sh*t I've put you through..
U mean the world and when I say that I'm not kidding, yea
That's why I'll always be here for u
No matter what's the circ*mstance
Looking into your eyes, putting me in a trance
Girl I wanna hear u talk about me
I always wondered why u give a f*ck
I'm a piece of sh*t..
Slit wrist demon do you kno who u f*ckin wit?
But as the earth gets colder, I feel u get closer
The complacency, always thought that u would leave
But it would be caused by me and that's a certainty
But thank u for all the sh*t u do for me
And for that Ill give u all my honestly
Even if it's seemingly insanity..
Who cares what they think I only care what u see
I wanna make you proud of me
Regardless, I'll cause a f*cking tragedy
In all honestly I think that ur an angel
No imperfections, I've seen u from every angle
I'm sorry for what all these faggots did to u
I'm not like the rest of them i f*cking promise you
1/14/17 that was the night that it all f*ckin changed for me..
There was only one person I could see
I carved this x right under my eye
So I could signify the last time
I know I love you and that's a f*cking fact
And I know that you probably hate to hear that
And if u need a hand, I'll lend u my arm
I never meant to cause any harm..