[Verse]
Thoughts in my, thoughts in my
Thoughts in my, thoughts in my
Thoughts in my head, 'bout being dead
Lord, knows I can't take any more
Ma' gone find me dead on the floor
Thoughts in my, thoughts in my head, 'bout being dead
Lord, knows I can't take any more
Find me dead on the floor
Im drinking and smoking, no fear when i'm choking
I don't want to be here, I know the end is near (lord)
Lord, where have you been?
Left another message for you again
Now, i'm writing a letter to you with resentment in my pen (lord)
Lord, the thoughts getting darker
Hold my head high
Reach up to the sky
Asking God why?
Why so much pain?
Why does it got to rain?
Should I end it all, with a bullet through the brain?
I don't know, I don't know…
The thoughts getting darker
Hold my head high
Reachin' up to the sky
Asking God why?
Why so much pain?
Why does it got to rain?
Should I end it all, with a bullet through the brain?
I don't know, I don't know…
[Outro]
Thoughts getting darker, darker
Thoughts in my head, 'bout being dead