HOOK:
VERSE 01:
It feels like everything is Getting Worse
I have more to write about now
But I'm not sure if this is a Blessing or a Curse
I try not to pour my Heart out in every Verse
But what if day after day your life got f*ckin' Worse
Put yourself in my shoes and try to walk a Mile
I've been put in this position for a While
And I hate to say it but I almost lost my Smile
I've lost my Old Style Gained a New Style
And changed up my Writing Style
Its like my brain is a Computer File
And I've been encoded with a Binary File
And learned an Artistic Style
I've even Become a Hostile
For awhile to make it worthwhile
My entire Life Style
Has been turned upside Down
From the inside out I feel Run-Down
I just want to Skip Town
And Move Around - Find my place
In the right Town - and Maybe then
Only then I find my Queen and Regain my Crown
HOOK:
VERSE 02:
The feeling has come back, I hope I have the chance
To fight back, to prove my courage, and hope I can advance
I think I want an encore
I absolutely have to, and even if they don’t want you
Every girl want's there knight-in-shining-armor
And that counts me, I have to march in the blistering cold and I can’t say no
This doesn’t sound so good now, I don’t sound as courageous
So am I really brave? Well now it sounds outrageous
It’s outrageous and scary what the our love came to be
Well, there goes another boom
So when I see the war bloom I will come back
But I’m just like every other broken heart now
I wish our love wasn't filled with disallow
Now I always cry hoping that I see you soon
We can all relate to each other here
So when I won that last battle yesterday I felt like victory was near
And I barely got a friend, so pride, it helps when I’m depressed
This makes me feel like I’m branded with this ' x on my chest '
I’m a changed boy now kae, I don’t flinch when someone bleeds
Back when you were here the sight would cause a jolt of all your needs
But I can now tell horror stories like no-one at home come tell it
It’s torturous since I can now recommit
But I can hear the hatred now, my ears stand up
I hate going through stuff like this when we are up
The cannon fired and now there’s a fire, brighter than the Moon
I’ll finally get to see this flow’ring war in it’s full bloom
HOOK:
VERSE 03:
Dear Mr. Whoever’s-Commanding-This-f*cking-War
This’ll be the last time I ever get to yell my last big roar
Our regiment’s been battered a second time, do I deserve this?
Don’t you remember when I fought this perfect?
So now we’re getting scattered, why ain’t we getting help?
I know, it’s because our regiment isn’t worth giving help
You must be machines if we are still willin' to fight
Who still retain their stamina in the silence of the night
Who wouldn’t help comrades if they were drowning
And simply throw me overboard if they did find me
Well I’m not like them, I have feelings, I get drowsy
Is this what it feels like to feel lousy?
It looks like everyone I help will die in this brawl
Like You the Onslaught, and before them every women will fall
I almost left, now I’m gone, I can’t think about it
I’m gonna cry, If I don’t live I won’t sleep but I’ll dream about it
And when I dream I won’t sleep but I’ll scream about it
My conscience will eat at me and I can’t won't think about it, without you by my side
Now I can’t even tell you where going, as air escapes my lungs
Screaming like I just cried my eyes out, and I feel like i'm hung
You would say ''Breon, this isn't you?''
The more you go through this you’ll suffer and you’ll die too.”
Well I’m almost gone baby, I guess I’ll run away now
Wait, what’s that feeling, is it coming back NOW?!!!
HOOK:
VERSE 04:
I still can’t write Kae, in the war I’ve been real busy
It’s been quite a while now, does 'she' still miss me?
Look, I failed my regiment and my entire army bad
And I don’t wanna be the flanking rookie lad
That’s how I feel now, and Kaliegh I miss you
Please don’t think I left you so I can just to diss you
Also it’s true, there’s nothing quite like love, it's like from the heaven's from above
I really don’t deserve this, come on baby how’s this karma?
My hearts falling ‘part and I'm so proud
But what’s up with that last battle we had?
This battle’s polar opposite when we fought together
If that was a one-hit-wonder we may never see each other
I really think to win this we must fight with each other
Or maybe we need to treat each other better
But I’m back right where I was, I hope I see you in time
Maybe if I prove our love, we'll be doing just fine
But I can’t relax at all which is what I need
But this pain, it’s so hardcore
Understand I don’t wanna suffer anymore
But this pain is growing like a cold war
Said not to worry and this hate could not be anyone’s blame
Because we held back the pain, in a shower of shame
I ducked, survived it, and ran back to your name
And when I thought i was to die, I saw someone across the light
Come to think about it, it was you, and this fight...Wow...