Disengaged lyrics

[Verse 1]
And I could look into the crowded morgue of mistakes
The sun stopped its smile and frowned on me too
My re-built/re-mastered heart is smashed into its faces
And its face is confused

I cut my throat in two, I said "sorry" to you
For being a fool, but I didn't want forgiveness
It was regret, not an apology
It was regret, regret, regret

[Chorus]
Dis, dis, dis, disengaged
Dis, dis, dis, disengaged
You're with me, against me
But the only thing, forever, is hate

[Verse 2]
I forget what I saw before and after that day
I'd trade all I was worth to make myself into
The handsomest gun and put the diamond bullet
Into your "404 ERROR" face

[Chorus]
Dis, dis, dis, disengaged
Dis, dis, dis, disengaged
You're with me, against me
But the only thing, forever, is hate
[Bridge]
And I'm an event
That everybody knows
You decide if you can live
Or you decide to let someone decide for you

[Chorus]
Dis, dis, dis, disengaged
Dis, dis, dis, disengaged
You're with me, against me
But the only thing, forever, is hate