[Intro]
Sometimes, I just, I just take a look at my life, ya know?
And uh, I don't know? Just listen up...
Chorus
Welcome to the gutter motha f*cka take a look at me
I just hit rock bottom and they're ain't no one to comfort me
So f*ck the world, I'm signing off, peace I'm out, I been denied
Here we go, open the skies, I can hear the Angels Cry
Verse 1
As I sit back in this chair, I'm reminiscing on my surgeries
A tumor here, some cancer there, dreams are robbed like burglaries
Doctors say I'm f*cked, but they're all committing perjury
And I refuse to stop, cause I know there's nothing wrong with me
And I'll be fine, why? Cause my music rehabilitates
Plus I got my fam, and they always seem to conjugate
And if they don't, they always call, cause they just wanna keep me safe
I'm Ford tough, I been through things, my mind is in a New York state
Hustle hard and I fly straight, but I've been known to desecrate
So if the game don't let me in, I'm breaking in like Watergate
Kids today they rap and say, everything from yesterday
But me I think, I feel the beat, and write the future here today
Through my music I array, everything I won't display
All the thoughts you never knew, and all the words I'll never say
Through my music I confess, all the pain I don't express
All the steam you don't expect, and all the dreams I do possess
Chorus
Welcome to the gutter motha f*cka take a look at me
I just hit rock bottom and they're ain't no one to comfort me
So f*ck the world, I'm signing off, peace I'm out, I been denied
Here we go, open the skies, I can hear the Angels Cry
Verse 2
Welcome to my darker side, f*ck the truth, I should of lied
Ain't to where to run or hide, trust me I already tried
Lost, dark, cold, blind, search my soul, what do you find?
Pray and pray, show me a sign, chills that kill run up my spine
Times have changed, worlds collide, kill or cry? I can't decide
Good or bad? can't pick a side, hollow heart, empty inside
How did I get where I am, thought I did all that I can
Guess I failed, I don't know who to call or where to go
It's my fault and I'm aware, I blame you, this life ain't fair
Anyone there, does anyone care? life's a b*tch, ain't got a prayer
I'm under pressure, eyes on "Fi", they look at me, why can't I see
That I ain't who I use to be? Mike is dead, yet now he's free?
I transform before your eyes, mind is filled with hate and lies
I'll rap and write until I die, but that ain't far, the time flies by
The real me's gone, I'm something else, feeling strange, I ain't myself
Bolts of lighting, Egor Screams, Officially FiO BaBY!
Chorus
Welcome to the gutter motha f*cka take a look at me
I just hit rock bottom and they're ain't no one to comfort me
So f*ck the world, I'm signing off, peace I'm out, I been denied
Here we go, open the skies, I can hear the Angels Cry
Verse 3
Have you ever been so jealous, that it eats you up inside?
You wanna drop dead, like what's the point to stay alive?
You wanna break down, matter fact you wanna cry
But the rage within your veins, always help you to survive
So I turn to my music, with a paper and pen
Spill my heart on these pages, then I do it again
And you don't how hard I try, just to be the best I can
Cause no matter what I rap, they'll love you more in the end
I medicate myself, just to try and keep the pain away
Cause life's a game that can't be won, but thanks for playing anyway
World is full of miracles, stranger than a UFO
My college years are just for show, I'll spend a 5th in audio
Here we go, let's blow more dough, roughly twenty thousand bro
Why the f*ck is school so much? I'm just here to rap and such
And why is everyone today, acting rough and all robust
Yea keep it up, play the role, don't test me b*tch, I will combust
Chorus
Welcome to the gutter motha f*cka take a look at me
I just hit rock bottom and they're ain't no one to comfort me
So f*ck the world, I'm signing off, peace I'm out, I been denied
Here we go, open the skies, I can hear the Angels Cry