[Verse 1]
I rolled up into this club off the freeway
On stage, uninvited, like I was T-Pain
In the realm of the white and the weed-slain
This girl in the back took bumps from a keychain
She just wanted someone to come and hold her
A dude with juice and Rover
So, I leaned over like the fifth tally mark and told her
"I know this dude, he cool, his name Jehovah
He love you so much, His heart is pourin' over
He spoke all the planets and wrote the supernovas
A super-man with a super plan for defeatin'
Your enemy." Then she interrupted my exegesis
'I use to have a vision, but suddenly it diminished
If I could do it again I woulda quit at the beginning.'
"What's your original premise for the reason you living?"
'Right now it's solely because of this money I was given.'
[Hook 1]
(I hear your heartbeat, but you're never there)
That's what it feels like
(I've done some thinking, know that you're not here.)
That's what she feels like
(I hear your heartbeat, but you're never there)
That's what it told...
(I've done some thinking, know that you're not here.)
Uh, uh
[Verse 2]
She said, "Friday nights are hell, wishing to die
Saturday I called a fever, so I'm staying alive
My nightmares are so bold and my dreams so shy
And the question is, why am I lovin' this depression?"
I said, "Loneliness is a big fear for some so they invest in
Whatever the world tells them, just to keep a best friend
And another on deck in case the best friend is resting
And another on the side for undressin'."
Saying, "I love you." Still unaware of the definition
Her mind was in a prison and God wouldn't even visit
At least that's how she feelin', can't even fake resilience
Anymore but she's [?] and she mourns
The death of her happiness because the spirit is torn
But nobody hears her song
She cries, they hear strings; she sighs, they hear horns
It's like a whole symphony played to corn
All ears but can't hear to even ask, "what's wrong?"
[Hook 2]
(I hear your heartbeat, but you're never there)
That's what she told me
(I've done some thinking, know that you're not here.)
She just want 'em to hold...
(I hear your heartbeat, but you're never there)
That's what it feels like
(I've done some thinking, know that you're not here.)
Uh, uh
[Verse 3]
Gethsemane, depression quick find a simile
Uh, like reflection of bad chemistry or
You could take it physically
Drain every bit of positive energy
And feed it straight to the enemy
Instantly, he replaces the faces of mystery
The keys to the kingdom, seek and ye shall find ministry
Faith is a substance, you can have a lot of it
Or you can have a lot of nothing
It was meant to be straight up redundant
His word pierces as thunder
His wrath is to avenge and His enemies to plunder
So, now, now, I mean right now
That's when He's coming back, resistance is futile
It's all gon' get easier, just like "ooh child"
It all means nothing when you see Him in the clouds
Love, live life, home, husband, wife, grown
Two-and-a-half kids, and a career to keep the lights on
[Outro]
(I hear your heartbeat, but you're never there)
That's what she feels like
(I've done some thinking, know that you're not here.)
That's what she told me
(I hear your heartbeat, but you're never there)
That's what she feels like
(I've done some thinking, know that you're not here.)
Holy Ghost come console me
(I've done some thinking, know that you're not here.)
This is for those girls
(I hear your heartbeat, but you're never there)
This is for those girls
(I've done some thinking, know that you're not here.)
This is for those...