[ Intro ]
Having the closest friends with you is the ones that’s gonna there for the rest of your life, I lost a lot of people and close friends
Like they should’ve been on this earth, not in heaven
Y’all have to understand what people have been going thru
You never know what’s going on in there mind
Like you can’t see thru the pain
[ Verse ]
n*ggas talking all that sh*t like it wasn’t true
You acting like a b*tch when yo homeboi be the one to snitch
Seeing red and blue light like everyone trynna ditch
Talking all that bullsh*t like you don’t know what I been thru
I was working day and night
Knowing I’ll be the one getting my rights
Window Pain, Remix
All theses n*ggas can’t even fix
Sounding like T-Pain with the auto tune
Y’all must be thinking that I’m just a kid, y’all really don’t know about this, aye
April 5th, n*gga pulled up in a whip
n*gga had a tool thinking that is cool
You should’ve have stayed in school
Shot my homeboi, laying in the curb
All my homies was hurt, ain’t wanna bother like I’m on do not disturb
Most of theses n*gga still repping for the streets
Half of theses kids ain’t know where’s the meet
I’m still here throwing Double O’s
They still calling my OG, half of y’all ain’t even know me
I like to stay and know where to be, aye
January 31st, lost my homegirl
Attempted suicide like you don’t know what was going thru her mind
Everyone try to help but it was really hard to find
Talking to someone bout your problems and can be solved one at a time
November 26th, homeboi little brother was shot in the face by his drunk father
I don’t know what was going on with that family
Hearing the news, it breaks me
Cuz he was only 7 years old
Wasn’t on the news channel like it wasn’t even told
It was never even known
It was never even shown
Let’s go back 3 years ago, wanted to kill myself, was this serious
I was always getting in trouble
Telling me I’m a good kid that makes bad decisions
Wasn’t even worth my vision
Teaching me a lesson
Scared my mom to death
She didn’t want to lose another child
I didn’t wanna be the kid to be lost in the wild
She lost 3 kids and it was tough going thru it
Talking to her about my life like she lost her baby a month ago
Shedding in tears and having a bunch of fears
Knowing that it going be tough going thru this with my kid
Putting on Sid the Science Kid from PBS
Growing up with Nickelodeon
I’m about to have a son
I’m spoiled him till I make a ton
Having a brain like Jimmy Newton
Let’s go back to when I was about to kill myself
Everyone telling me that I wasn’t gonna succeed
Teachers telling me that I was gonna end up dead or be in jail
Knowing my mom wasn’t even gonna pay for my bail
I was always the kid that yo parents didn’t want you around
Being bullied in school was tough like playing hide and go seek
Look you already found but y’all don’t wanna be with me
Always gotta let the white kids be
Ain’t no thug, use to do drugs
All theses females wanna give me a hug
Now seeing how sad I can be
Feeling like a broken heart that wasn’t into love
Never had real friend, people come to me asking for something
Knowing that is truth
I never make these lies, it wasn’t you
Tell them boi’s I’m good
Tell them boi’s I’m good
Yea, going thru this pain
Y’all don’t know what I been thru
Yea, Window Pain
Yea, I was going thru this pain
Ain’t nobody know what I been thru
I could’ve lost myself but i was ight
I don’t know what was going thru my mind
Wanna know the true pain
Just leave it alone (x2)