​chestnut tree lyrics

[Intro]
Chestnut tree in the yard (Ayy)
Rainy day (That's disgusting, my bad)
Ah

[Verse]
I can only go where the rain let me (Rain let me)
Floating down the flood, its streams wind-heavy (Flood)
[?] trap nothing always been ready
I've been everywhere like an old Chevy (Skrrt, skrrt)
Eyes heavy, I don't wanna get to loose with it (Loose, loose)
I get insecure, then I'm calling sh*t
That's a copy, that's a fake, I'm spewing sh*t
When will I ever learn that it's all music?
A song belongs to who created it (It's true)
Not my place to go claim that sh*t (It's not)
Feeling mad selfish
It all boils down to mе not thinking I'm worth stealing sh*t, it's sad
It came togethеr around me full circle
The closest people are the ones who turn around and hurt you (Yeah)
The closest liars tend to start this sh*t and come alert you
Just to watch you cry when the ending burn you (Burn)
That dude's not rude, it's that dude (It's that dude)
f*cking over friends in a good mood
That's how you know it's f*cked up (How?)
When dude is feeling great from leaving other's ties cut
It's shameful (Shameful)
That's my piece, that's my analysis of some problems in me (Yeah)
Takes time to change some of the problems in me
Mad failed attempts in years of leaving them be
It's f*cked up (Damn, it is)
But that's just me
When I see all the details that you can't see
I wonder why people would like me
But I shouldn't question it (No)
More, please, I'm selfish (More, please)
My bad, I can't help it (Can't help this sh*t)
Bad vibes that hit me, I might deserve it
'Bout time I felt it, ayy ('Bout time I felt it)
f*cked up relations
Sad to say I shaped them (But I did)
Had help to break them
I didn't know but I backed the villain (Backed the villain)
Ayy, woah
Ooh, didn't even notice set the mood
That's why I sound right
'Cause I don't sleep right (No)
'Cause I don't eat good food
It's like trust, it's just junk (Oh)
And this heathen is just a thump
It feels bad, but not for long (No)
Immortalise with this music
It's never long
[Outro]
It's never long with this music
But, yeah