dissociated fantasy lyrics

Ive been biting my claws until they bleed
Ive been losing myself and losing sleep
Ive recorded so much just to press delete
Cause i can't f*cking stand hearing myself speak
(kittydoggo)

I f*cking hate my natural voice
So i just crank the autotune
I f*cking love my natural voice
That i don't have the space to use

Im not f*cking living in 2023
Im living in a dissociated fantasy
Where i'm always the center of attention
"everybody likes you!" so where is everyone then?

I wanna get f*cking worse
I wanna get f*cking worse oh
Dont wanna get f*cking worse
Dont wanna get f*cking worse no
I wanna get f*cking worse
I wanna get f*cking worse oh
Won't let myself get worse
Dont wanna let myself get worse

I f*cking hate my natural voice
So i just crank the autotune
I f*cking love my natural voice
That i don't have the space to use