Psychedelics (Unfinished) lyrics

[Chorus 1]
I be lost, zoning out the zone sometimes
Others counting bills when I'm counting dimes
Invisibly in a box but I'm not a mime
People poppin' Percs to stay sane, but what I do is rhyme

[Verse 1]
Is this the end or is it just the beginning?
Still 12 years old but my mind is winning
Being an as*h*le, I just might start swinging
Can't do melodic sh*t, don't like to show off my singing
People lacing drugs, now they lacing my sadness
Everybody's dying, why the f*ck this gotta happen?
Vision getting blurry, gotta find my black glasses
Sadness? Usually not, Depression? I ain't tryna have it
Mood swing like bi-polar
Got stress on my back and it feels like a boulder
Anxiousness got me sweating but my heart getting colder
Juice WRLD, rest in peace, look over your fans' shoulders
Got a good house, like bread, it's getting a lot moldier
You got a girlfriend but you never tryna hold her
Only thing she's useful for is getting rid of your boner
I'm a fighter, not a God damn mourner
Teaching you 'bout bad sh*t, so call you a learner

[Chorus 2]
Smoking methamphetamine or crack, whatever habit
You may actually have, just know that you'll get past it
Whatever chance for sobriety that you get, take that chance and grasp it
[Verse 2]
Am I hollow or do I just feel empty?
All this rioting, I feel I'm my worst enemy
[?], I just might start swinging
Telling this girl I love her like I'm still in my old me