Monster lyrics

[Verse 1]
He came to my bedroom about 2 a.m
He was screaming and shouting, didn't want to be friends
He was looking for answers, he wanted his dad
I knew what he meant so, it was terribly sad

[Verse 2]
Did he come there to hurt me?
Was I meant to be scared?
I could tell he was angry, he was clearly distressed
Could it be a rejection?
Has the fear come to life?
Is it all in my mind?

[Verse 3]
He'd finally left me, then the next day
I noticed some items, had been taken away
2 weeks for nothing, I got home for one day
And he'd brought back my handbag, but he'd set it ablaze

[Verse 4]
He left my license, but he'd cut it in half
Me and my monster, we're not worlds apart
I could tell that he hates me, and I see that he's ashamed
Might feel the same way!
[Chorus]
I made a Monster, a monster of me
I learned to lock my monster up
But I couldn't throw away the key

I made a Monster, a monster of me
When I say I blame him
(Instead I blame me...)
(I blame me x3)

[Bridge]
I pay myself for... [?]
I shape my way, my mortgages
My hair, my people
Services...
That's how this is!
I want to priviledge
Pay my way, privileged
And say how much I hate the system
"I'm a citizen!"
"I'm a citizen!"