​it hurts. lyrics

[Intro: duendita]
Lonely
But not when you hold me
Your beauty weighs on me
This feeling's too good

[Verse 1]
Ay, the sun shinin' out the window
So why the f*ck it rainin' everywhere that I go?
And through the sadness, I've been happy couple times though
But the peaks been lookin' weak whenever I'm low
Muff*cka I'ma drown in my depression
And I don't fall in love, I just find a new obsession
I been thinkin' 'bout my f*ckin' death like every second
Yeah, I guess that means my mind's a different type of lethal weapon
Ay, yeah, my heart the place where all my scars at
Often wishin' that I died inside the car crash
See he was drunk when he swerved into my f*ckin' lane
Shoulda hit the gas and just be done with all this f*ckin' pain
Wakin' up to check the clock and going back to sleep
I close the blinds 'cause I don't even wanna f*ckin' eat
Too many shadows in my head, my demons free to creep
Nowadays I always keep a bottle in my f*ckin' reach
Keep bottle in my f*ckin' reach
God-f*cking-dammit
[Verse 2]
And I continue smokin' dope until I comatose
Lately seems that life has got me on the f*ckin' ropes
Maybe pickin' up a double cup will help me cope
'Cause everyday I keep on runnin' outta f*ckin' hope
Daily headaches, keep the Advil always in my throat
And all my friends been the reason that I'm still afloat
And I get letters people say they like the sh*t I wrote
Well listen up 'cause my sorrow never runnin' low
Last year I watched my granny go and slip away
Looked into her eyes, she didn't know my f*ckin' name
And I been hopin' that she made it to a better place
'Cause lookin' back, I think I died upon that f*ckin' day
Lookin' back, I think