A NECESSARY END lyrics

[Intro]
I'm scared to close my eyes, I'm scared to open them

[Verse 1: LXWLIFE]
Poppin' xanax for the panic, I can't handle it
Lately I been thinkin' 'bout how I'm gon' handle sh*t
And the pistol clip, I'll unload it, should I f*ckin' quit?
Got a f*ckin' script, should I take it for my trip?
Live in nightmare when I wake up in the f*ckin' mornin'
Only thing, I know me when I'm pourin' up the codeine
Visitation for my placement, yeah, I [?]
Call up Satan as I'm waitin' for my life, not takin'

[Verse 2: SURGE]
Mixing drugs with emotions
Got my brain workin' slowly
Pop a bar, I'm on my way
So f*cked up, I wanna leave
Everybody wanna hide, but I always wanna die
Ain't got no time to love a thot
I drop a condom when you dry
I bust a cap, fully loaded, b*tch
I'm so high, I'm zonin', b*tch
Actin' like you pourin', b*tch
f*cked your b*tch, she borin' though
Actin' like you know mе, bro
Slaughter gang, we showin' them
Sleepin' 'til I find somе dough
My sickness that I lost my hope