[Verse 1]
Not gonna lie, been feeling kinda lonely
Been by myself, could've used a homie
Been all alone, nobody wanna hold me
Been all alone, nobody wanna hold me, damn
These people wanna see me fail
Telling me they down, when I get down they bail
Took off fast like mail
Wouldn't give a sh*t if I was up in jail
Coming home see my mom passed out off the bottle
How i'm supposed to live my life when she know she the f*cking model
See that's the kinda sh*t I just can't have up in my life
People thought I had it easy just because i'm white
But it's not like that
Kinda wish I had my old life back
Life switched lanes, sh*t got fast
But I can't move on when i'm living in the past
Damn, living in the past
Life switched lanes, sh*t got fast
Put it all on blast
[Verse 2]
Go to school, tie my lace
People only seeing whats on my face
Nobody ever get to see what I got below
What I got to feel, what I got to show
What I got to live, what my life has done
What I got to give, what I do for fun
Falling for this chick she told me i'm the one
Saying that she felt feelings but she ain't felt none
And that's a new type of pain
Telling me she love me, lying to my face
I don't even know how to deal with that
Wish you'd hit me up and then i'd hit you back
Wishing I could see your name pop up on my phone
Wishing I could smoke, wish i'd get stoned
But i'm all by myself, chilled to the bone
Knowing this is something that I gotta do alone