Tired lyrics

I been really tired yuh
I been on my mind, yuh
She be tryna tell me
Why she wanna die

I been on my mind , yuh
Thinking suicide , yuh
I just hella tired, yuh
I know im not alright

Imma draw 3 x's on my wrist
Because I'm so sad
And I might just dip
Like my father used to do
Always runs out from the house
To get money for ma' and my bro
Then we die alone
What am I gonna do?
Everything hurts, bru...
Dark thought
Always looking in the sky
Looking up at clouds
How I missed my life with the train that'd die
I just wish I could fly up

I been really tired yuh
I been on my mind, yuh
She be tryna tell me
Why she wanna die
I been on my mind , yuh
Thinking suicide , yuh
I just hella tired, yuh
I know im not alright