TheArchitect lyrics

[Intro]
Talking

[Verse 1: Slen]
See, I've been waiting for the day
I get releived from the pain
I wake up every f*ckin day
My life's a game I don't wanna play
I look at myself in the mirror say that its gonna be fine
Doing things my mumma said I shouldn't just to pass the time
No one understands or wants to care, they're not to f*ckin' blame
I'm a bipolar piece of sh*t, holes in my brain
b*tches tryna feed my ego, they don't know that I'm unstable f*ckboys picking at the scraps from the dinner table
I don't want your sympathetic bullsh*t that you feign
I can see right through these motherf*ckers, what's to gain
Have to always tell the little voice deep inside my brain
Everyone's not out to get you promise that they're not the same

f*ck
Yeah I'll never f*cking learn
Drugs running through my veins, feel the f*ckin' burn
Creepin' through the night, all black, stand tall
Been the same every day, that's my biggest f*ckin' downfall

[Intro]
Talking
[Verse 2: Sleepyboy Homeless]
Don't you act like you know how to fix me
'Cause I've been up and down all this week
Tryna find a way to escape from my misery
And when I do it, don't you f*ckin' act like you miss me
'Cause I won't you miss you b*tch
Nothing in my life means sh*t
Nothing in my life makes sense
Like my issues b*tch, think I wanna feel like this
Think I wanna live like this, I don't need this sh*t
More money, more problems, no money, no options
I'm losing all of my energy
I'm getting closer to running the blade up both arms, I'm in love with the symmetry
Watch as they put up their posts a week after those, they already forgetting me
I've been at war for some years and I'm one step away from defeating the enemy