The End lyrics

As I look up at the sky
My mind starts tripping, a tear drops my eye
I never thought I would die
At such a young age, 'cause of dumb rage, not a lie
Of my demise, will I fry in the depths of hell?
Only seconds till my heart rests, it's still
Unless I sell my soul, wait, sell my soul?
Hahaha, I guess to hell I go
I can't tell or show, or explain the pain
Knowing that I'll never ever see the rain again
Or my family actually, that's not their loss I guess
My mom, all I ever did was cause her stress
And it's obvious that I will not be missed
More anger in my chest than at Ozzy's fest
Was it suicide? No. Was it you and I? Yes
Was it music? I guess, I'm just losing my sh*t
As I decline into the blackness
Choir singing at best, mom's in a black dress
Passed my last breath, he was just a p*ssed reject
Depressed, now he rests in six feet depth
But I ain't leave yet, nah my friend but it's near
I'ma take everybody's soul by the end of this year
I hope I'm sendin' this clear, I'ma be ending careers
f*cking you up with every motherf*ckin' sentence I cheer
Nothing but heaven from here, long road out of hell
I'll never cut green with you fools, my lawnmowers for sale
So before they take mine, I'ma take lives with steak knives
And drag nine or eight guys with their legs tied to lakeside
'Cause all these rappers wanna do is get along and sing songs
b*tch, I'll make your head redder than Molly Ringwald's
I gotta go now because my time is none
And I ain't got time to wait for the tide to come
So peace sign, I'm done, at least my mind and some
You really think I'd let them receive my life then run?