Call Me Guilty lyrics

[Intro]
Jazmine: Mom
Jazmine's Mom: What's the matter, Jaz?
Jazmine: He did it again. He hit me
Jazmine's Mom: He did what? Calm down, okay. Calm down
Jazmine: I'ma kill him
Jazmine's Mom: Listen to me...
Jazmine: I'ma kill him. I know I'ma kill him
Jazmine's Mom: Listen to me. Get your stuff and come home
Jazmine: I can't come home. I'ma kill him. I'ma do it

[Verse 1]
I'm sitting contemplating
Is it worth it, should I take it?
Take that shot and change my life
Get that Glock and take his life
Hospitals and bloody noses
This would end all

I suppose that I could leave
Knowing I can't leave
So it's either him or me
Cause he's gon' kill me if I stay I know
He's gon' kill me, he can't change I know

From the first time that he did it
Made a promise that he'd quit it (sh*t)
It's gotten so much worse
Don't wanna end up in a hearse
I guess I gotta do it first
Guess I gotta do it first
[Chorus]
I can't go back now, back now, I'm runnin'
Nowhere to go cops, I hear them comin'
But if they catch me I still ain't sorry
If that was wrong just call me guilty
Cause if you knew what he did to me
I know I would get your sympathy
So if they catch me I still ain't sorry
Just lock me up and call me guilty

[Verse 2]
I did it, pulled the trigger
It wasn't so hard to figure
Before I did it I said
"This was for all the blood I shed."
For all the women who've gone through this sh*t
Can't think of what to do (this sh*t)
Done tore 'em up inside and out
Whose still trynna get out
He's gon' kill you if you stay I know
I've been through this so yes I know
I know he promised that he'd quit it
If you believe him, girl forget it (sh*t)
You know I'm right
Don't wanna see him take your life
And it will only just get worse
That's why I had to do it first
[Chorus]
I can't go back now, back now, I'm runnin'
Nowhere to go cops, I hear them comin'
But if they catch me I still ain't sorry
If that was wrong just call me guilty
Cause if you knew what he did to me
I know I would get your sympathy
So if they catch me I still ain't sorry
Just lock me up and call me guilty

[Bridge]
There's so much blood, I grab my stuff
But before I could leave, the cops busted in
"You have the right to remain silent"
No, I have the right to stay alive
But guess what, I'd do it again
He woulda killed me before I killed him
It woulda been him up in this building
It woulda been him faking tears
But what's funny is that I'm the one standing here

[Chorus]
I can't go back now, back now, I'm runnin'
Nowhere to go cops, I hear them comin'
But if they catch me I still ain't sorry
If that was wrong just call me guilty
Cause if you knew what he did to me
I know I would get your sympathy
So if they catch me I still ain't sorry
Just lock me up and call me guilty