WINDOW PAIN lyrics

[VERSE 1]
I WAS 5 YEARS OLD STARING OLD MY WINDOW PANE 
LISTENING TO MY MAMA VOICE TO HEAR GO PLAY
KIDS ON THE PORCH KNOCKIN CAN HE COME OUTSIDE
SAID NO SHUT THE DOOR & SAID SHE SCARED FOR MY LIFE
RODNEY KING GOT BEAT CAUSED A ROIT IN THESE LA STREETS
92 BLOODS & CRIPS AT PEACE
THAT AINT LAST THEY WAS AT WAR THE VERY NEXT DAY
STAY INSIDE TO KEEP MY SON ALIVE A BE THE BEST WAY
STRAY BULLETS AINT GOT NO NAME ON IT
AN OBITUARY WAITIN WITH YA FACE ON IT
A TOMBSTONE LONG & MEMORY ENGRAVED ON IT
THE MORTUARY PROLLY RUNNIN OUTTA SPACE HOMIE
AT THIS AGE I AINT REALLY KNO WHAT NONE OF THIS WAS
CONCEPT OF LIFE AND DEATH I JUST WANNA HAVE FUN WITH MY FRIENDS
BUT THE GANG TRYNA JUMP ME IN CAP GUNS PROLLY TURN TO REAL GUNS IN THE END



[Chorus]
SEE MY PAIN OUT THE WINDOW PANE X4



[VERSE 2]
14 YEARS OLD STARING OUT MY WINDOW PANE
DOPE DEALERS WITH THE FLY RIDES AND GOLD CHAINS
COUNTIN BIG STACKS THINKIN IN MY HEAD I GOTTA GET THAT
HAND ME DOWN SHOES ON MY FEET SOCKS MIX MATCH
KIDS AT THE HIGH SCHOOL KNEW WE WAS BROKE
JUST TO EAT MAMA STOLE FROM THE GROCERY STO
THE BIG HOMIE WOULD THROW, A COUPLE GRAMS TOLD ME BRING ME CASH BACK
SWAP THE PACK FOR THE BOOKS IN MY BACKPACK
HOPPED ON THE 45 BUS, THATS THE DAY I WISH I HAD THE 45 TUCKED
AFTER SCHOOL A BLACK CAR START TO RIDE UP
HE SAID U GIVIN UP THE BAG OR U DIE CHUMP
TOLD THE BIG HOMIE THAT I GOT ROBBED TODAY
HE SAID HOW? BY WHO? THEY GON DIE TODAY
DONT TRIP LIL HOMIE WE GON GET IT BACK
MATTERFACT YOU BETTER GET IT n*ggA HERES A STRAP



[Chorus]
SEE MY PAIN OUT THE WINDOW PANE X4


[VERSE 3]
25 YEARS OLD… WIT NO WINDOW TO LOOK OUT
SERVIN 25 TO LIFE FOR THAT n*ggA I TOOK OUT
YEA THAT SAME DUDE THAT ROBBED ME FOR MY PACK
SEEN EM HE AINT HAVE IT SO I PULLED IT OUT THEN.. BLAT!
BODY DROPPED THEN I PANICKED START RUNNIN DOWN THE STREET
POLICE HIT A U AND START COMING AFTER ME
I THREW THE PISTOL IN THE TRASHCAN HOPING THEY DIDNT SEE
THINKING THAT THESE AIR MAX NIKES BOOSTIN UP MY SPEED
JUMPED A FENCE THEN ANOTHER NOW THE HELICOPTER UP
FROM THAT VERY MOMENT n*ggA KNEW THAT I WAS f*ckED
HANDS UP n*ggA STOP RIGHT NOW OR STOP BREATHIN
I AINT STOP MY PEOPLE OUT HERE GETTIN SHOT FOR NO REASON
NOW IM SURROUNDED THEY THROW ME TO THE GROUND QUICK
MOMS FIND OUT ABOUT THIS sh*t ILL BE GROUNDED
HANDCUFFED IN THE BACKSEAT WITH NO LEG ROOM
WISHING I WAS JUST DAY DREAMIN OUT THE WINDOW OF MY BEDROOM

[Chorus]
SEE MY PAIN OUT THE WINDOW PANE X4