Majiko - Irony (English Translation) lyrics

I'm a little tired of walking
I'm a little tired of walking
Forgive the trite expression
But I'm tired on life's long road

I want to take a little break
I want to take a little break, but...
Time cruelly goes, hour by hour
And so... drags me right along...

It seems like things are going well
But in the end, they never really are
So in my carelessness, I'm brought to tears;
It's shameful, it's true...

These feelings of misery
I've tasted more than I'd like to admit
And yet, I should've long ago Left behind all my regret...

It's not quite so bad
As to bring me to despair
But the things I want
Are always just out of reach...

Really, it's silly, isn't it?
But I just keep foolishly hoping...

In that case, just get it over with -
Just drop me into the depths already...

You say to ask for an answer
But it would depend on the person
So I could never, no, never
Believe in anyone... right?

Everyone has hardships -
Yes, of course I understand that...
But is it right to just laugh them off?
I don't know anymore... Stupid!

Even though I'm told so harshly
I still don't have everything together
Thinking simply on even the easy things
I keep overthinking

Everything's getting more troublesome
So should I casually put an end to it?
"Are you sick?" Well, I'm sick of hearing it;
Can't I just have things end in peace?

My dreams, my aspirations
My reasons for living...?
It's not like there's any real need
To have such things...

If it were tangible, it'd be easy to tell...
Give me an opportunity...

While looking for a place to cry
I'd already gotten tired of crying...

I hate to just gloss over things;
I keep hoping, but nothing takes form
"The stars watch over us," you say
But aren't they only at night? Hey...

You show such kindness
But I demand it in every failure
My heart is too frail;
Don't touch it... No more!

Just back off...
Just leave me be...
This dirty road I walk
Isn't going to change - ah...

I'm worn out, I've turned timid
And running away would be futile...
So I block up my ears;
"This is awful," I cry...

What is life, anyway?
Not even knowing, I just keep living
But can I call that happiness?
I don't know anymore... Stupid!