bloodonmyhands (demo 3) lyrics

[Intro]
I got some blood on my hands
I got some blood on my hands
I got some blood on my hands (Mm)

[Verse]
Held you in the night
I kept all your secrets in a vault inside my mind
I was so prepared to let you cross all the lines
I was so prepared to fight a war on your side
So where'd it go, boy?
One second you were begging for my time, then, boy
You scheming like you out your f*cking mind, and, boy
You forgot I got a lotta pride and choices
Didn't think that I'd go

[Chorus]
(Mumbling)
Boy
(Mumbling)
Harder than
(And my worst one)
(Mumbling)
(And my worst one)
Didn't think we'd ever get this far
Didn't think it f*cks you up so hard
(Mumbling)
(And my worst one)
Didn't think we'd ever get this far
Didn't think I'd f*ck you up so high
[Open Verse]
Didn't think that I'd go

[Chorus]
(Mumbling)
Boy
(Mumbling)
Harder than
(And my worst one)
(Mumbling)
(And my worst one)
Didn't think we'd ever get this far
Didn't think it f*cks you up so hard
(Mumbling)
Boy
(Mumbling)
Harder than
(And my worst one)
(Mumbling)
(And my worst one)
Didn't think we'd ever get this far
Didn't think I'd f*ck you up so high

[Chorus]
Dance like I can't be bothered, know it kills you
Bounced back and found another, and he hates you
Oh baby boy, you're seein' stars
And it f*cks you up so hard
[Outro]
I got some blood on my hands
I got some blood on my hands
I got some blood on my hands