[Verse 1]
Watch me dance around in my glass house, acting like a fool
Hear me rap over some hard sh*t like I'm trying to be cool
Got the message of denial from the Devil Man himself
He's been plotting something for me, think he'll drag me back to Hell
It's been six months since I left the church in search of my own faith
I've been reaching for the ladder ever since that fateful day
Writing songs about celebrities, shot down by their hookers
I regret a lot of other things but this is where I'm sure, like-
Million stories to tell, I could go on but oh well
Rapping a faster pace just to prove I'm worth a listen and maybe be lucky this sells
That tired me out, the truth is I'm tired, I'm trapped in a cell
A cell of one's mind; a false accusation of nothing to hide
I could talk so much sh*t, Imma say "Man, I quit"
To get a reaction from y'all and to see if you give a f*ck or a single sh*t
I'm reaching for something I can't see, or maybe that's just me
I don't know, I'm outta control
Lock me away, I'm crazy
[Hook]
Yeah, I'm back again and nobody can stop me
Imma keep this up until I start some controversy
Truth is I'm a nervous wreck who's desperate for friends
Call me crazy but I don't think this madness will ever end
[Bridge]
Oh no!
Oh, listen to me right now, okay
I don't care if you're sad
I don't care what you're feeling, okay
We just want music, nothing but music
Do you understand?
[Verse 2]
Now put your f*ckin rocks down
Can't you see this house is made of glass?
Come by one more time I swear I shove my foot far up your ass
"That's so vulgar" and in fact, that's the very first time I said it
In case you didn't know, this whole song is but a gimmick
It's a metaphor for how I'm trapped inside my own depression
If a rock is thrown that means I have to open up and spill it
Tell the truth about my problems and the state of my beliefs
Am I seeing straight or am I swinging aimlessly to please
Lose a lot of friends, lose a job, just to get it back
I'm a go-for-broke motherf*cker, look at me it's whack
Needlessly to say, I'm a simple man with simple dreams
Get the f*ck on outta here and move on [somewhere] far away
Will this song reach success, will I get some good respect?
Will my family be well, will I break out from my shell?
Will my girl stick by my side, will I ever stop the time?
Will I someday win the lottery and pay back every dime?
Will I get to go on stage again, will I see her there?
Will my parents be so proud of me they'll try to be more there?
Will I ever make it, will I ever win this constant battle?
Will I ever reach success, and will this feeling ever end?
I don't know