[Intro: JCNADIA]
Is it a surprise, to know that my own demise
Is on its way and everyone I know will see with their eyes
Don’t have no goodbyes
Don’t have to tell no more lies
Things could be great and yet our demons are starting to rise
Why do things have to change
Why must my soul rearrange
My heart breaks, my legs ache
It’s numb in my brain
I remember a time when there was no pain
Or grief, or blood spill
No depression pills
I wanted to go to heaven
But God said “chill”
Now I’m locked up, smoking rocks up
So I can climb up this hill
If only I knew that being me was a sin
My only wish is for things to stay how they’ve always been
[Verse: Big Boy $avage]
Pockets too big they Sumo
I cry a lot, but it’s alright, you know?
Time goes by like quatro, tres, dos, uno
I miss a lot of people, but I’ll see them soon though, damn
I got a master plan
Cause there ain’t nothing but sweat that’s inside of my hand
Gone so long, they say I’m different now
I just sigh, and wipe the sweat off my brow
You can sit back on watch as ya life goes round
But you’ll never be a king if you never have a crown
How bout know I hear you saying
Man, who the f*ck you think you’re playing
I could kill it twice today and
Back tomorrow, and I’ll still be drowned in my sorrow
You’ll never be sh*t so just call it quits
Stop tryna be different cause you’ll never fit in
I’m not tryna be harsh, that’s just how it goes
So get the f*ck up off your ass and work some more, damn
Just take it from me, it’s the end of the road
If you don’t start now, there’s no where to go
Don’t go being all cool and stop the flow
Cause then you'll see the staircase leading up to the door
For real that’s it, so go be something
Don’t f*ck it all up, and lose your only time loving
I was like you, and I ended up running
The one time I tried to change I had another thing coming
For real that’s it, so go be something
Don’t f*ck it all up, and lose your only time loving
I was like you, and I ended up running
The one time I tried to change I had another thing coming
Man, I had another thing coming
[Outro: JCNADIA]
Is it a surprise, to know that my own demise
Is on its way and everyone I know will see with their eyes
Don’t have no goodbyes
Don’t have to tell no more lies
Things could be great and yet our demons are starting to rise
Why do things have to change
Why must my soul rearrange
My heart breaks, my legs ache
It’s numb in my brain
I remember a time when there was no pain
Or grief, or blood spill
No depression pills
I wanted to go to heaven
But God said “chill”
Now I’m locked up, smoking rocks up
So I can climb up this hill
If only I knew that being me was a sin
My only wish is for things to stay how they’ve always been