[Verse 1: HIVEMIND!]
They say just take a stop and think
But I been thinking my whole life
I never knew who I really was
And I still don’t know what’s right
Walking down the street, all the faces are sour
Haven’t had a power hour since I grew the flower
It’s now or never, but forever I’m a debtor
If it’s better, send a letter, cause I prolly won’t remember
If it’s said, you should mean it
Suicide, I’ve seen it
But if you say nothing then they just won’t believe it
I’m paying for something that ain’t even mine
But the pain is something that can never die
And I been looking for an answer, like a dancer, no romancer
Got a cancer in my brain, make the rain all the same
I saw, I came, but I’m still holding blame, say my name, motherf*cker
Before the end of the game, aye
[Chorus: JCNADIA]
I’m just trying to be perfect (yeah, yeah, yeah)
But I never end up learning (no, no)
I’m just trying to be perfect (yeah, yeah, yeah)
All I wanted was some respect
[Verse 2: HIVEMIND!]
I been feeling dirty, uh
Wonder if I’m worthy, uh
I never been early, uh
I’ll be dead before thirty, uh
So many things I want out of my sight
And every night I been thinking what it would be like
If I were never alive, if there was no sky
If God is real, why do I always cry
You can say this is corny
I’m just repeating the story
I just want some glory
It’s all the same, it's boring
I bet you know what it’s like to feel like no one loves you
Just want a little love, family and friends too
No one’s perfect, that’s something that I’ve never knew
So what I’m in my feelings, you’re the f*cking same too
Man, so what I’m in my feelings, you’re the f*cking same too
[Chorus: JCNADIA]
I’m just trying to be perfect (yeah, yeah, yeah)
But I never end up learning (no, no)
I’m just trying to be perfect (yeah, yeah, yeah)
All I wanted was some respect (no, no)
[Outro: HIVEMIND!]
(Uh, yeah, uh, yeah)
When the night calls pick up the phone
If you really don’t wanna be alone
(Uh, yeah, uh, yeah)
I’m stuck in the system
I’m always a victim
I’ve run out of wisdom
So I’m locked in my kingdom
(Uh, yeah, uh, yeah)
When the night calls pick up the phone
If you really don’t wanna be alone
(Uh, yeah, uh, yeah)
I’m stuck in the system
I’m always a victim
I’ve run out of wisdom
So I’m locked in my kingdom, aye