[Verse]
You know they told me I have been wrong
That if I keep writing these songs
The wait will end up not so long
So I can see through the fog
But the weather ain't changin’
And it's a fool I'm makin’
Out of my thoughts and mistakes and
My heart, why's it breakin'
But I know the answer now
And everytime I look no one's around
I know that out there I'm just a clown
Like I'm lost in a ghost town
I just want to let it fly
Watch it soar through the night sky
And with a sparkle in my eye
I won't have to say goodbye
But it ain't like that, so listen up
I will never smoke and I never double cup
Pour it up, what’s in your drank
My tears, and it’s never stopping feelings popping heart is dropping, album flopping (blegh)
What he say? I don't know
All around me exits but I got nowhere to go
What’s in there but something to just come and blow
My hopes away and everything I ever known, in the zone, bones
To pick, I'm so sick! But what else is new
Yeah man, I'll see you round, you seem really cool
Thanks man, you too, you're a really nice dude
Too bad you’ll leave like the others stuck in solitude, hah
Yeah... it's a shame, it's a game
Sometimes I wonder if it's real, you know?
To have someone feel so low
And not know so you see em and go
There's a friendship I never rode
It seems like he doesn't know what he's lookin for
In the cold, feeling bold, like hey bro, she a hoe
But I know that you know that we know there's no hope
But no one can be so blessed, I'll never feel like the Pope
See I been around town but that's it
I always said I never quite fit
And I'm done making my sh*t lit
Cause no one ever f*ckin listens no more
Cause it's high school, and we change
I never even been to a game
And everyday, every class it's the same
Sometimes I wish I had a stick so I could bang! (bah!)
And I'm taking off this mask
And I'm throwing this hydro flask
So you can quit all of your sass
Cause I'm done kissing your ass
Mama say she want me in a church
Before the day they put me in a hearse
But I'm trapped and I don't see no singing birds
And I guess actions mean more than the words
I feel like the Reaper, but I'm a weeper
And the only soul I take is my own
I feel like a f*ckin' gate keeper
But all I got is keys and I'm always alone
I said I got sh*t on my chest
I used to always feel like the best
These breakdowns man, sh*t I regret
But I knew this sh*t was comin, I had bet
But what can I do?
I got four years of this, fool!
And everytime they say my name the response is always "who?"
And I'll never be a winner eating chicken dinner, I'm a sinner, and my mama I'm gon miss her when she get hit in the kisser
By the truth that I tell
With all the lies that I sell
And in my mind I can hear the bells
Of my daily dose of hell
It's not worth it
I don't care how much you're hurting
It's never gonna be okay
So stop telling me that it will
Cause I already signed the bill
And maybe with the cool kids on the hill
I can find someone to kill
So you know what? f*ck all of you, you never helped me
I been the nicest, been inviting, but you hate me
And if you don't, then f*ckin' say it to my face, see
Before I f*ckin' lose myself and something kills me
My parents ain't know and my Uncle ain't know, and my cousin's ain't know
But what I really do know
Is that you can all f*ck yourself and go rot in a hole
Because I'm done putting on this little puppet show
And the people that care, who are only a few
Out of the many other people that I had knew
I am grateful for your little signs of gratitude
f*ck you too, I'm sorry that you
Could never see the real me
The happiness is bittersweet
Because I know that when it's done
I'll be back neck deep
In the feelings I can't keep
I miss myself and I miss my friends
I miss the days that I could spend
In joy and fun, all the way til the sun
Goes down under and the moon comes up
But if no one wants to see me then it's bullsh*t
I just might f*ck around and go missing
Will I be rapping, writing, drawing or singing
I'll be in hell where I belong, devil ringing
Don't even talk to me
Cause I said in the end we would see
Who really cared about me
Now the empire has got the key
Get the f*ck out my life
I'll say it again
Get the f*ck out my life
'Cause I'm done with this sh*t
[Outro]
You know they told me I have been wrong
That if I keep writing these songs
The wait will end up not so long
So I can see through the fog
But the weather ain't changin'
And it's a fool I'm makin'
Out of my thoughts and mistakes and
My heart, why's it breakin'
But I know the answer now
And everytime I look no one's around
I know that out there I'm just a clown
Like I'm lost in a ghost town
I just want to let it fly
Watch it soar through the night sky
And with a sparkle in my eye
I won't have to say goodbye, I won't have to say goodbye