[Intro]
"I've changed, you know. And you're right. There really is no hope for me anymore. Not after what I've done to myself. I appreciate your help, though. Thank you."
[Verse]
I never came to cry, I never came to die
Things just happen and life goes by
I feel blood pouring out my eyes
And my veins filling up with all these lies
I've done you wrong, so I sing this song
To wallow and wander in the freezing fog
It's a bad holiday, no egg nog
I will scream 'til I croak like a dying frog
The sun goes down and I feel my heart sink
The sun comes up and I don't know what to think
Will my days be short and my nights run slow
Will I ever make it? Will I ever know?
No sundress, no misteps, no mistress, no compress
No mattress, no distress, I have way less I confess
I beg for help but I'm the only one
Who has to try to have a little fun
Sometimes all I want is a loaded gun
But you've heard me rap that same run
The truth is, I might stop
No one listens to me talk
This music sh*t never works so
Why do I go try to walk
No I will not rap at prom
If I ever make it there
They say life just isn't fair
Well b*tch my life just doesn't care, I-I-I
Look for the meaning in screaming
I look for a sign when I whine
I look for a deed when I bleed
None of it ever turns out fine
I must say it's hard to love me
For how much I b*tch and yell
But because it's always sunny
I can not hide what I feel
If you think you have it hard
Then you prolly have it worse
But I've lost too many cards
And I might just run off course, bow