Reflection lyrics

[Chorus: Alex Marie Brinkley]
The reflection of my face, some wouldn’t even recognize
Or who put me in this place, I wouldn’t even recognize
Time has been so cruel, I could’ve blamed me but I blame you
I do…

[Verse 1: Sik World]
Lately, I feel lost, tell me if you find me
It's hard to put the past behind me
When my mind just sits there and keeps remindin' me
Of all the bullsh*t that I kept inside me
I'm not lyin' when I tell you I feel like I'm lost
It just feels like I trapped in my thoughts
I just sit there and think, and I think, and I think
And I think and I think, I lost it all
I am at home, I got my back against the wall
I feel hella alone, I got no one to call
And I'm still on my own because no one's involved
Tell me where do I go when everything falls
Damn, I guess that's why I'm makin' this song
I just sit and reflect on every single thing that went wrong
My best friend, he turned out to be a fake
The real definition of becomin' a snake
And I lost my girl too and that was my mistake
I put music above her and it took her place
And she's the one I love and my heart it just breaks
Because now I'm alone, there's no girl to replace
Yeah, I tried every day, but it's always a waste
Ever since she left nothing's ever been the same
Lately, it feels like I just been wildin' out
There's too many things that I'm findin' out
And my passion has been slowly dyin' out
And I'm still inside of a hole and I'm climbin' out
Just to stumble over, but I'm tryin' out
Lost my composure, so I write it out
I'm feelin' depressed and I'm hidin' out
I think that's why I'm cryin' out
[Chorus: Alex Marie Brinkley]
The reflection of my face, some wouldn’t even recognize
Or who put me in this place, I wouldn’t even recognize
Time has been so cruel, I could've blamed me but I blame you
I do…

[Verse 2: Sik World]
I guess I'm to blame, can't lie to me
Walk in the room and they start eyein' me
Feelin' overwhelmed with my anxiety
So I stay to myself and I overthink quietly
I stare in the mirror and vent there alone
You say you been there when I'm on my own
You say you'll be there when I know you won't
And you say you love me when I know you don't
I swear this depression isn't a motherf*ckin' joke
Anxiety too, I deal with them both
I been losin' my faith and my hope
Still haven't found a way I can cope
Yeah, I think lovin' myself is the very thing that I need most
'Cause I lost everyone else that I thought I would always keep close
And to think, I gave you all that I can
You took advantage of me and ran
I made you who you are, now I ask
Why would you flip on me I don't understand
Told myself never again, never reach out for a hand
Never put trust in a friend, never give up where you stand
I gave everybody a chance just to see we didn't last
Nothin' that I been doing has been I pannin' out
I'm sufferin' and you stand around
And I'm fallin' so f*ckin' hard I could smash the ground
Wishin' that I could have my mom and dad around
Anxiety got the best of me and I'm spazzin' out
Exhausted so much I feel like just passin' out
I wanted the fame, you can have it now
'Cause I ain't the same you can ask around
[Chorus: Alex Marie Brinkley]
The reflection of my face, some wouldn’t even recognize
Or who put me in this place, I wouldn’t even recognize
Time has been so cruel, I could’ve blamed me but I blame you
I do…