Don’t Wanna Be Alive lyrics

[Intro: Jim Carrey]
You're supposed to say
Yeah, we’re important
You're supposed to say
It's all gonna be alright
And you’re supposed to say
Uh, that, you know, whatever you dream
It could come true

[Hook]
I don't wanna be alive
I don't wanna f*ckin' thrive
I just wanna die today
I don't wanna thrive today
I don't wanna strive today
I don't wanna be alive today
I don't wanna be alive
I don’t wanna be alive

[Verse 1]
I break my back over sh*t that I can’t control
And when I die, I ask that you don't condole
Anyone I left behind, I know I’m on a roll
With all my depressing sh*t, but that's just in my soul
Sick of motherf*ckers that keep tellin' me I'll be okay
I know I gotta find a way before I fully go astray
I wanna go the f*ck away and hide in an alleyway
I just wanna breakaway; I’m a f*ckin' castaway
[Hook]
I don't wanna be alive
I don't wanna f*ckin' thrive
I just wanna die today
I don't wanna thrive today
I don't wanna strive today
I don't wanna be alive today
I don't wanna be alive
I don't wanna be alive

[Post-Chorus]
I'm stuck
In an eternal
State of fear

[Verse 2]
They tell me to get a grip, well I don't got a grasp
On my f*ckin' mental state, I'm sippin' from a flask
To numb my f*ckin' pain and sh*t, I'm sick of explainin' it
I've had a f*ckin' faintin' fit and there's no containin' it
I don't know why I keep writing
I don't know why I keep fighting
Why I keep fighting

[Hook]
I don't wanna be alive
I don't wanna f*ckin' thrive
I just wanna die today
I don't wanna thrive today
I don't wanna strive today
I don't wanna be alive today
I don't wanna be alive
I don't wanna be alive
[Post-Chorus]
I'm stuck
In an eternal
State of fear

[Outro]
I'm sick of dealing
With myself
I'm sick of fighting
Myself