Long Time lyrics

It's been a long time
Since I felt fine
I hold a candle to the stars
Just to feel like I'm important
It's been a long time
Since I've seen the sun
With a smile on my lips
I forgot what it feels like to have fun
It's been a long time
All my friends, they forgot it all
The blooming flowers that they left me in
I'd forgotten to take care
Now my garden is rotten
Just a home for maggots
All I am is a doll
I have cotton in my heart