spiral lyrics
by Rxbyn
[Verse 1: Rxbyn]
it’s getting kinda heavy
all this weight you keep putting on my body
sorry
i’m getting aches in my belly
guess it’s from all the stress
yeah, you know that sh*t is deadly
very
i’ve been on a roll
i’ve been on a vacay, vacay
tryna keep it cool
tryna run from your negativity
(hey, hey)
[Chorus: Rxbyn]
spiral down
spinning 'round
underground
‘bout to drown
[Verse 2: Rxbyn]
i don’t think it’s funny, how you’re talking to me
all this sh*t so petty, lies White like Betty
none of this is pretty, no
all your words affect me, how you make me happy
turn around and tear me down the next week?
you feel no sympathy
pity, no
(it’s a cold world)
(but you don’t care)
[Chorus: Rxbyn]
spiral down
spinning 'round
underground
‘bout to drown
[Verse 3: Solid SLW]
black clouds rain down with hate how we came out
it’s fake now we spiral down so we flame out but now I’m
at a higher place than yesterday
when I think of you and that blue dress
i was your date but your best friend got me too stressed
'cause it’s all about them, never 'bout us
do you love to love my tears?
am i ugly, am i weird?
do you even f*cking care about me?
they ask why you ain’t here?
then you ask why i ain’t here?
you tore my sanity up out me
and oh, i feel your heart beating
then no, i don’t feel your heart beating
[Chorus: Rxbyn]
spiral down
spinning 'round
underground
‘bout to drown
[Bridge: Rxbyn]
it’s getting really heavy
all this pain you inflicting on my body
sorry
you don’t know how it affects me
most of my nights are spent thinking that i am nothing
falling
[Chorus: Rxbyn]
spiral down
spinning 'round
underground
‘bout to drown
[Outro: Rxbyn]
i’m spiraling out
spiraling down (yeah)
(i hate myself for it...)