A ballad of self worth lyrics

[Intro]
(Hi Delto)
(Okay, let's go)
You just want affection
I get so exhausted that I can't hear anymore bullsh*t
You say that I'm toxic
And I know I'm like a guller
You said I don't care
You don't want to talk
And that's okay I know I ruined it

[Chorus]
I dropped out
I'll probably do it anyway
I wanna kill myself
I might do it any day

And you say you can't help me
Well you'll be doing me a favor
But when it's fine
There's just so much hate

And for the real friends down
Why do you wanna stay here?
sh*t is going down, can you let me just lay here?
Put my life in your arms
She tell me I'll be safe here
Talking to a wall, I can't change her

[Verse 1]
I can't have my fun
I get anxious
Tell me you're losing hope
And I text her
No one hits my phone
I'm pretentious
Count another f*cking word to my collection

And I can feel my heart beating faster and faster
Hold my tongue, I might cause a disaster
Oh you think that you're such a good actress?
Told you I'm leaving
I don't want to go back

[Chorus]
I dropped out
I'll probably do it anyway
I wanna kill myself
I might do it any day

And you say you can't help me
Well you'll be doing me a favor
But when it's fine
There's just so much hate
And for the real friends down
Why do you wanna stay here?
sh*t is going down, can you let me just lay here?
Put my life in your arms
She tell me I'll be safe here

Talking to a wall, I can't change her

[Outro]
And I get so upset
You say you don't like the way I talk
And, that's okay I guess
But I know soon enough you'll hate me

To be honest, I'm a mess
And I try hard not to let anyone see
I'm a f*cking b*tch clearly
'Cause no one listens to me-

(Yurms)