Long story short. lyrics

[Verse]
Every day, the night's get longer, I can't sit still
All of them weeks made me strong, just 'cause I know that it will
Chain-smoking on pain, now you know how I feel
Got my vision so [?] that I can't point out what's real
Life is just a dumb b*tch, I feel I can't trust sh*t
I was just a dunce kid isolated all alone
Once upon a time, I once did really think I want this
I don't want your love, b*tch, please, leave me the f*ck alone
I don't play both sides, but lately I'm feeling departed
I get dummy high, but it ain't hard to move the smartest
I still need my ends, but can't forget 'bout where I started
I've been on the ground so long, got my head spinning like a Natas
Smoking Lumpy's need a lump sum
Stupid high, but ain't a dum-dum
Should pull up in a dump truck 'cause all this sh*t is really trash
I've been in the cut so damn much, it left me scuffed up
Smoking on the [?]
I just ripped open a pack