Riped apart
I can feel my body giving up inside
every day I used to be fillied with
hope and energy but now with all
the pain I been houlding in I just
seem to come crashing down and
even though everything appears
to be ok and nouthing is falling I
can hear the inside of me screaming
enough is enough its time we break
out of all this pain no more blameing
yourself for every thing thats gone
wrong even when the world dose
when it seems like no matter what you
do where you go or who your with
nouthing seems to go right you
begain to feel like you have no
purpose in life and with that
throught in mind everything comes
floating around from every memory
of pain to every life qustion that
follows behind whey me sometimes
you feel like life just isint worth the
road your on right now but than you
wonder whey you even came into
this world all you herd 18 yeears of
your life is nouthing but lies getting
dragged into every battale that comes
your way finnaly you get ripped
apart ripped apart with your world
crashing down you know I still cant
belive the fact that you can aford two
art classes 1 asl class 1 pe, basket ball
whrestling, track, rotc,band,dance but
you cant afford chior at all your so
caught up happens to make it look like
this is a good school but really it
needs to be shut down now dont think
I just have probblems at my school I
have problems where I live speaking
of which can you please tell me whey
you hate kids so much and whey you
accepted a job that involves being
around kids can you explain that to me
you know I put up with a lot but when
you cant tell me what your problem is
with me face to face weather it be
about who im talking to or some
ones watching me or what ever
the case may be than haveing to
hould everything inside case I cant
say or do what I want to do makes my
stress go up and now im just ripped
apart ripped apart ripped apart you
know its one thing to tell me I can
trust you but its anouther to tell me I
can ask you anything and than find
out that no one knows whats going on
and whoes in charge of what and mrs
esconinia you might want to take a
look at everyones scheduale and how
its set up befor you dare come on the
innercom and tell us all that just
because we have block scheduale
its not a reason to be late to any
classes whatsso ever if you really
belive that its not a reason to be late I
suggjust you stay out of my sight now
unless you really want to see stress/
anger flared up and come flying out
I dare you to get in my way sometime
soon and youll see excatly how ripped
apart I am at this moment ripped
apart ripped apart it wouldnt matter
to you if we where on one side of the
school and had to go stright to the
outher side with in 5 miniunts you
want to explain that to me you know
what just bring the goverment &
state to me so they can see whats
going on around here and see just
how ripped apart I am clearly p*ssed
right now but mainly im just ripped
apart ripped apart ripped apart
THIS SONG WAS WRITTEN BY
NATALIE MARIE HOWELL AGE 18
TYPED BY NATALIE MARIE
HOWELL AGE 18