Ikka - Conversation (Romanized) lyrics

[Intro]
Hello hello akki
Ha bhai kya haal hai ladke
Mai suicide karra hu yaar
Abe kya chutiya hogya hai kyaa baat karra hai tu
Mai i don't know
Pata nahi yaar

[Verse 1]
f*ck
Tang aagya har cheez se chahta hu chootkara iss naseeb se
Likhe hai gum aur haar iss lakeer pe
Milna hu chahta apni maut ko kareeb se
Abe sunn kya tu pagal hai
Ye dukh bas 4 din kaale badal hai
Tu capable har cheez mai tu kaabil hai
Ye bol ra jo shaitaan tujhme daakhil hai
Ha ye jeewan maya jaal hai
Ussi ki taal hai jo yaha maala maal hai
Mujh jaise boht par kaabil pe na kaabiliyat pe na kaabil logo ke yaha boht sawal hai
(I feel you)
Par iska hal khudkhushi nahi
Teri iss khushi mai kisi ki khusi nahi
Maut se sukhi pyaas kabhi bhuji nahi
Ye thanda hokar soch abhi saansein teri ruki nahi
Hello
(I feel you par iska hal khudkhusi nahi)
Thanda paani ki aur band kar peena
Inn baato se chauda nahi hoga tere baap ka seena
Raat din ek kar jab tak khoon ban na jaaye paseena
Meri baat maan subaar rehkar dekh ek mahina
(Ek mahina)
Bolna aasaan hai
Itna pressure meri roz jaati jaan hai
Na hi job na hi khud ka makaan hai
Kahi padha tha ki maine moksh kabristaan hai
Maine bhi padha hai ki zindigi bahar hai maana maine khushiyan kahi mushkilo ke paar hai
Tu samajhdaar hai samajh se tu kaam le
Umeed ke liye haath ko tu thaam le
(Umeed)
Mai umeed se niraash hu anxiety insomnia mai bas jinda laash hu
Chod chuka cheezo ko mai karna ehsaas hu
Hello
Hu zinda par lagta saansein ruki hai
Hello
Meri mushkilo ka hal khudkhusi hai
Ye nasha mera escape hai
Life dukho se bhari ek mixtape hai
Log muh ke aage real peeche saare fake hai
Suicide mere liye ek lambi break hai

Par iss break ke baad tera time nahi aayega
Tu karega paap bhuktega jaha jaayega
Rishto ke hisaab ko tu chuka nahi paayega
Shareer gaya mar usse utha nahi paayega

Dost iss zindigi ke rang kahi
Har din iss zindigi mai jung nayi
Khush naseeb hai salamat haath paer aur tum mohtaaj ho awaam nahi
Maar kar vijay pa apni ek par
Tere saath judi family ka pait bhar
Jab tak na mile success chase kar
Medicate nahi mere dost meditate kar

[Outro]
Samjha
Kya samjha
Ye ki not feeling good
Thank you bhai mujhe sunne ke liye
Arre bhai hai
Chal love you hai aur ye faaltu ki kaayar baate mat kariyo
So ja subhe uth nayi shuruvaat kar
Samjha
Done baabey
Done
(Sez on the beat boy)